It's crazy how a small glimmer of hope can give a person motivation, sometimes the fantasy of of what this glimmer is will make you happy, makes you wake up in the morning, gives you purpose. Find that small shard of hope, dangle it in front of your eyes and maybe you can grow it into something amazing.
I took some time off and went away on vacation this past week. It's always so nice to get away from everything. I gained a lot of perspective while I was gone. I was relaxed I spent a good deal of time reflecting on where I am at, where I want to be, how I am feeling at the moment. I was read this really good book on graphic design. I feel way more refreshed from the last little while.